xiaoshan =)

2010-06-07T13:44:00.001+08:00

2010-04-13T00:49:00.000+08:00

“You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She’s not perfect - you aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze and don’t expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she’s not there.”

— Bob Marley | Submitted by: themeanderingbs

2010-04-12T18:05:00.001+08:00

“I’ve found that it`s a good thing to go through heartache at one point or another in your lifetime. Not the petty, childhood heartache. But the horrible kind we’ve experienced. But see, when you get to the healing part of this, you will have so much love to share with someone. You will be able to appreciate someone in ways even you cannot understand. You will be so much stronger than you were before. I know how much this sucks right now and I know it seems unfair, but when it’s all said and done with, this will all make sense. All this pain you are going through at this moment will eventually teach you some of the greatest lessons in life you will ever need to learn.”

2010-04-10T17:48:00.000+08:00

“I can’t feel that. It’s sweet and everything, but it’s like you’re not even there sometimes. It’s great that you can listen and be a shoulder to someone, but what about when someone doesn’t need a shoulder. What if they need the arms or something like that? You can’t just sit there and put everybody’s lives ahead of yours and think that counts as love. You just can’t. You have to do things.”

— Perks of Being a Wallflower (via yourhappyplace)

2010-04-09T00:53:00.002+08:00

I'm thinking....

When? What? and Why?

But i just get the answer i want.

2010-03-18T21:19:00.001+08:00

“‘I love you’ hardly means anything anymore. We think wants are needs. Forever isn’t as long as we initially believe it is. Love isn’t as strong as it should be. Sacrifice is a joke. Promises are only there to be broken.”
— Victoria Cana

2010-03-17T01:08:00.001+08:00

2010-03-08T23:45:00.001+08:00

I'm super duper happy today!

Why? Why? Why?

Because.... i met my dude and babe to get our cert together!

and.. and...

find some of our teacher and chat with them for awhile.

and... and... and...

guess wat....

i met my jam jam on the train when i'm on my way to school!

I'm so happy to see her :D

After everything headed to simei met up with steph, teck and dean.

walked around and home sweet home for my dinner.

i felt so happy when i step in the school.

2010-03-08T00:06:00.002+08:00

2010-03-06T23:40:00.000+08:00

2010-03-06T00:23:00.002+08:00

2010-03-05T23:30:00.001+08:00

When a person had passed away,
it's like the person had disappear in this world but not in our ♥

2010-03-05T01:44:00.002+08:00

"Dreams are always crushing when they don’t come true. But it’s the simple dreams that are often the most painful because they seem so personal, so reasonable, and so attainable. You’re always close enough to touch, but never close enough to hold and it’s enough to break your heart."
-The Notebook

Just wanna be as happy as i am like before.

It's always the same

2010-03-04T01:16:00.003+08:00

Finally done with my new blogskins.
It's always the same that i have to spend days to look for blogskins and hours to edit everything.

I found out that after something had happened,
every Wednesday it will be a day that I'm staying at home.
Anyway, I need Weekdays Job!
really cannot take it everyday go out or stay at home already.
I'm Super Bored!
So at the moment weekday i will be super FREE. *that's what i hate the most*

This weekends i will be working at Bugis M1 shop.
Bless mie everyone!
I believe that there will be lots of customer on the both day.

Craving for Elmo Cupcakes!

2010-03-01T23:49:00.007+08:00

My sister was finding cupcakes for my niece birthday just now
and i was beside her only,
See those photo of those cupcakes make mie feel like eating! (but not those cute wan.) HAHA!

SEE! So Cute Right!

the first elmo cupcake i got and it's from shu shu and my sister. :

2010-03-01T01:32:00.002+08:00

Darn the headache!

and i got to go to bed now.

Happy Day! :D

2010-02-28T23:00:00.003+08:00

I was really super scared yesterday because of new job,
so in msn i kept on telling edwin that i'm so scare and stress out.
Hope he don't get annoyed by mie. HAHA!

Anyway,
Really enjoyed working today!
Had fun while working.
It wasn't that scary that i tot.
I still got much more to learn for this line.

Got to Jia You already! :D

Sorry guys, can't had lunch with u all today.

2010-02-27T23:00:00.001+08:00

2010-02-24T23:41:00.001+08:00

I Miss You ):

I miss my smile that i use to have.

I miss every single little thing that make mie smile.

I Miss Those Happy Days! ):

2010-02-20T11:00:00.000+08:00

Why is love so short and forgetting so long?

2010-02-20T02:01:00.001+08:00

It’s funny how we always find ourselves wanting to run back to the ones we used to love, for some reason, thinking it would work out differently the second time.

2010-02-18T23:45:00.003+08:00

My application for higher nitec is unsuccessful!
HOW!?!?! What should i do?
Appeal for the course i wanted already, what "IF" it's still unsuccessful?
Start working full time? Private? but $$$! Sigh!
Hope i can get in to higher nitec, at least let me study for another 2 years and get my higher nitec cert den go out work full time ma.

Anyway! job interview and training today with steph.
Should i try out this job? kinda scary luh.
AH! gonna kill my brain cell from today onwards liao.
Thinking... Thinking... & still thinking....

I gonna learn to forgive and forget,
forgive myself for being easily fall for some one,
and forget that you even existed.

2010-02-17T03:18:00.002+08:00

"I’ve never understood the reasoning for someone to move on from a relationship. It's not like you are really going to move on - you are just trying to tell your heart to stop thinking about that one person every single day until it finally becomes a routine and you don’t notice it anymore. That is, until you see that person again, and then you have to remind yourself again."
-runawaytrain

It's actually so near but yet so far.

2010-02-16T01:40:00.006+08:00

"I believe one of the toughest situations you can be ever faced with is deciding whether you should just move on or hold on a little tighter. Move on, and maybe you'll lose a chance at the best thing that could have ever happened, or hold on and have the possibility of your heart being broken."

-runawaytrain

I really wish that i could tell you that "I Miss You!" whenever i did.

2010-02-13T17:30:00.001+08:00

Busy week again.
Busy buying my new year clothes for the past few days.

10Feb: Finally had a day out with steph ONLY! *opps*
Shop around for our new year clothes and went for lao shu chalet and played jackpot, stay till the next morning then go home rest.

11Feb: Slept 4hours only and i had to go meet steph, teck and dean for shopping at bugis and town.
Had my manicure and pendicure done with cindy.
*bought nothing back at the end of the day -.-*

12Feb: Last min shopping for all the stuff i wanted for new year.
and YEA i bought all that i wanted! Hahaha!
But was a long shopping day for us,
walked around town for our stuff.

And Today: It's time for mie to rest at home already! Lucky this year new year eve i no need rush go out buy all my stuff. Hahaha! but this year, i got to eat 2 round of reunion dinner. At home and Steph house.

Gonna had steamboat later!!! :DDDDD

2010-02-08T20:30:00.001+08:00

Yea! I'm back to update after so long.
and this is my very first post for year 2010.

Busy working for a month but of cux i did spend my time with my dearest friends too =D
Finally have a day stay at home to pack my stuff before CNY.

Now i got to pray hard that my pray won't delay so that i can do my last min shopping for my CNY clothes.

P/s: Everyone don't forget to smaile :D

2009-11-23T01:20:00.001+08:00

Ended on 29/10/09

Everything just ended like that.
without knowing any reason or what.
He was the one who pull mie up from where i fall,
but he's also the one who thrown mie down much more harder then before.

Shed down my tears for a day,
can't really eat and sleep for days,
mood was super down for weeks.
Don't even wanna open my mouth talk to my family too,
cause i know the moment i talk i will throw my temper at them.
Tried to go out everyday and not to think of it but i failed.
When there's nothing for mie to do i will start thinking again.

I know Friends and Family are worried for mie,
at that time i just can't accept that mie and him had ended.
I really take this relationship seriously and never expect it will ended so fast.

Sorry for letting you guys worried for mie.
Just let those happy memory kept in my mind and move on now.
Sometime i will regret that we had started this relationship or i rather that time he went MIA and don't come back till 6 dec thailand trip,
then maybe thing won't become like now already.
Now he's not going for the thailand trip, at that time i was hoping that he will go just like we can become friend back like last time but NO.
Thailand trip had become so messy at first but lucky we got one person to replace him.

Never Mind!
Just hope that i wan have a nice and fun trip with shu shu, princess and family. =D

Now i gonna study, earn money and PLAY!
Totally Sick and Tired of Relationship.

Thanks guys who are there for mie when i'm feeling sad. =DDDD

2009-10-26T00:32:00.004+08:00

I feel so stress and tired!
i dunno how long i can hand on to it.
Just dun wish that it will happen again,
and dun wanna have this kind of feeling again.
feel like crying now.
I'm jus bearing with it not to let it shed down again.

If can i wish to tok to u face to face rather den in the phone.
♥Haroy Soh♥

2009-10-13T20:36:00.006+08:00

School started yesterday.
Result is out.
Get a B for POA & a D for BEO
Super happy that i at least get a D for my BEO as i tot that i will fail.

Kanna busy this week,
can't find time out to meet QH.
Tomorrow gonna meet stephy for some shopping.
Thurs Fri Sat gonna meet Baby.
Sun might be working.

Feel like buying a new watch,
but no money $$$$$$$$$.
Gonna earn some money to spent.

IOL♥

2009-10-04T19:16:00.002+08:00

Stay at home the whole day to pack to stuff.
Yeahx! Dec thailand trip had booked! =DDDD

Last sunday 27/9
Watched Gamer with teck at AMK Hub,
met sister and shu shu after that to buy mooncake at taka.
Had steamboat for our dinner and went for a drink while waiting for stephy and princess to end work.

Sing and Drink till stephy ended her work and took the last train back home.
Kinda moody on that day hue to some reason.

Monday 28/9
Finally get to meet up with jamieeeeeee!
Accompany her went for her appointment,
watched Phobia 2 and went tamp for a walk.

Friday 2/10
Meet him for mac breakfast and i was late so had lunch instead.
Walked to yishun to change money.
trained down to kranji to meet sister, shu shu and princess.

Went in to malaysia for a walk and went to sing K till night.
Back home late and feeling super tired.
And i finally had a good sleep for this day. =D

2 more days to gooooo! =DDDDDD

2009-09-23T14:22:00.001+08:00

I'm sooooo tired!
Being sleeping late for weeks already.

I felt that i grown up already!
i can bring my sister friend go in malaysia. Muhahahahaha!
jus both of us go in and meet my sister there.
Went in get my hair cut and walk around.
went to another place eat and back to s'pore.

Gonna rot at home for few days le.

Smile (:

2009-09-22T11:02:00.004+08:00

I'm kinda lazy to update my blog.
It's holiday already,
hope that i wan faster go work and earn money for December trip.

Had a great weekend with my gals and guy.
watched movie and slack around.
Played audition at lan shop make mie wanna faster format my com again!!

Meet up with stephy and teck again yesterday,
went MS and suntec walk around.
Had STEAMBOAT with sister and her friends after that.
Finally i get to eat steamboat, had been waited so long for it.
eat till 12+ den went back home.

Going in malaysia later.
shall update when i have the time again. (:

2009-09-11T18:11:00.004+08:00

Finally!
I done my blogskins and changed new link (:

2009-08-01T00:03:00.002+08:00

No matter what I'm doing,
i will think of you.
Sigh! ):

2009-07-29T22:25:00.000+08:00

I CAN'T STOP THINKING OF HIM!!!!!

How How How???? ):

2009-07-28T21:43:00.003+08:00

Thinking....

YOU! THAT'S YOU!

I don't know what am thinking now.
I just wan him back.
I miss him a lot.
I got lots of thing to tell him,
i wanna tell him how i feel and everything.
i wish there's a chance to be back together with him again):

Why am i living here?
Can i just leave this place?
feel so tough now.
don't which thing i do is right or wrong.
emo-ing everyday that's the only thing i can do ):

xoxo
Shan

2009-07-27T21:58:00.002+08:00

Thank You

曲名：Thank You

看着那张你我昨日的照片
我想还在爱着的从前
知道你还难过知道你还爱我
知道是我的错是我的错
我承认我对你不好
你为我付出的一切我都知道
知道你受的苦真太多
怎么值得你这样做
怎么值得你还在等我
谢谢你还在爱我
我无法再找到另一个
不可能再有人比你了解我
谢谢你让我爱过
我相信总会有一天有一天我会看见
别人笑我洒脱
其实我没有那么的洒脱
我承认我对你不好
你为我付出的一切我都知道
知道你受的苦真太多
怎么值得你这样做
怎么值得让你还在等着我
谢谢你还在爱我
我无法再找到另一个
不可能再有人比你了解我
谢谢你让我爱过
我相信总会有一天有一天我会看见
别人笑我洒脱
其实我没有那么的洒脱
我无法再找到另一个
不可能再有人比你了解我
谢谢你让我爱过
我相信总会有一天有一天我会看见
别人笑我洒脱
其实我没有那么的洒脱

2009-07-19T17:08:00.003+08:00

Never notice when he put this.
but the moment i saw it my tears shed down.
Don't know why also,
but at least i knew that there's friends who's are care for me. =D

xoxo
Shan

I know that all those thing i'm thinking now is impossible happen at all.

2009-07-19T13:31:00.001+08:00

Another Tired Day!

Smiling happily but i'm crying inside my heart.

Today 6am den reach home.
Yesterday meet up with stephy and rey.
Had lunch at Hong Kong Cafe, slack at Starbuck, Sakae Sushi for dinner, Slack at ms, Watched "Harry Potter And The Half-blood Prince" till 2.30am, walked to On The Waterfront slack till 5 plus, cabbed back home sleep.

Had a great day with stephy and rey.
Sorry that i spoil u guys mood too.

xoxo
Shan

没有你的世界, 我不懂快乐有多容易.

2009-07-17T23:50:00.002+08:00

I failed!

Telling myself not to shed any tears after yesterday,
but i failed.
Bus-ed to school alone tried my best to revise my test but i can't!
Everything keep on flash back in my mind,
feel like crying and i tired very hard to hold back my tears.
My tears keep on wanna shed when I'm alone.

Friends are there to making me smile/laugh,
asking me not to think of it anymore just let it go,
get some scolding from some of them too.

Thanks for scolding me.
Thanks for everything that u all tried to do make me happy.
Stephy, Jamie, Yen, Gwen, Mad, Cindy, Rey, Jun Ming, Edwin, Teng Kait.
And of course MUMMY!
Some of them even try to do funny thing to make mie smile.
You guys are the best.
Thanks Guys! =D

xoxo
Shan

Maybe you are more happy when you will be with "that person" then be with me.
anyway all the best to you.

2009-07-16T23:11:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday to You!

1 year 8 months relationship had ended.
Although I'm the one who asked for break up,
but i still can't bear to let it go.
No choice but still had to let go.
I will try my best to forget him,
and kept all those memories with me.
Will try hard to be back to the old happy Yee Shan.

xoxo
Shan

Thanks for everything that you gave me,
you treat me really very good.
I'm so happy that at least i had been with you for 1 year 8 months.
You are someone who gave me encourage and courage.
I will kept those memories inside my mind.
Just hope that we can give each other a hug again.

I Miss You & I still Love You.

2009-07-16T21:25:00.003+08:00

It's gonna end soon.

Had a fun lesson today.
BEG lesson took photo here and there.
Tomorrow got POA test!
and i haven even study yet -.-

I'm so careless!
I lost my whole pencil case.
Gosh! went back school find can't find it.
Hope it's really inside lab and tomorrow morning no one using the lab.
Inside got lots of thing.
Wish that i can get my pencil back tomorrow):

xoxo
Shan

Just and answer izzit that hard?
and i know that it's gonna end soon!

2009-07-15T23:00:00.005+08:00

DUMB ASS!

Dumb! why?
What the fuck!
Care so much for what?
drag so long for what fuck?
I really hate to cry for this kind of reason!
I just angry with myself.

just like what jam say: "you are just too blinded by the memories".
YES I BELIEVE THAT I AM!
So i think it's time to let it off!

2009-07-15T21:38:00.004+08:00

Shocked.

I'm so tired now.
Today lesson start at 8am ,
straight away 3 hour POA lesson -.-
After school went amk, cabbed down to CP had our lunch, far east & PS to meet stephy.
Mie and stephy is like those auntie luh.
Buy so many thing from PS bring back to bedok and simei. LOL!
Gonna sleep now.

xoxo
Shan

Kinda shock when i saw it.
The moment i saw it,
i don't know what to do,
the whole body like become stone.
Feel so blur now,
whole body feel so cold too. Sigh!

I miss you,
but i can't do anything at all):
Just waiting for the day to arrive.

2009-07-12T23:30:00.001+08:00

Hamster.

Meet up with stephy, teck and rey yesterday night at esplanade.
Slack there till 1+ cabbed back to stephy house,
stay over at her house till afternoon.
Went back home changed, cabbed to rey house,
down to amk meet up with cindy and off to bishan to watch moive.

Feel so sleepy now.
Tomorrow still need to go school.

xoxo
Shan

2009-07-07T22:05:00.003+08:00

Happy 18th Birthday KUAH GUO JING!

Happy happy Birthday to YOU! =D
You Finally 18 years old!!

xoxo
Shan

2009-07-06T22:02:00.003+08:00

School Started.

School started today.
yesterday got work and i 12 den reached home.
after work slack at bishan with stephy and rey.
joke and laughed a lot. I Love It! =D
Feel so sleepy now *yawn!*
going sleep now as tomorrow lesson start early.

xoxo
Shan

why everything came to me?
i need some break too! =(

2009-07-02T21:43:00.002+08:00

Happy 19th Birthday REY TWJ!

Watched transformer with stephy's family.

after that cabbed down to bugis and meet up with rey.
celebrate his birthday,
watched ice age at iluma.

after movie home sweet home. =D

xoxo
Shan

Thinking Hard....

2009-07-01T23:07:00.002+08:00

Look Back.

Gosh! Got my new timetable already,
timing is like....
okie okie luh.

Mon: 12pm - 4pm
Tue: 9am - 5 pm
Wed: 9am - 1pm
Thur: 9am - 3pm
Fri: 10am - 1 pm

Tue not diff with the old timetable.
Trying to find time to work,
maybe will be working fri,sat & sun.

This whole week will be a week for me to rest before school start,
but i don't have thing to do,
feel like going back work.

xoxo
Shan

try to look back then every time look in front,
maybe there's something behind waiting for you.

2009-06-28T23:59:00.003+08:00

28 June 2006

Time flies really fast.
It's been 2 year since the day you decided to left.
Miss all your smile and everything.
Really hope that you are doing well in other world.

We Miss You! =D

xoxo
Shan

2009-06-27T22:42:00.003+08:00

Hungry Shan.

Started work with stephy,
and i have been eating a lot since the day we start work.
4 meal a day! Gosh!
No Way! I'm Going stop eating that lot in a day already.
Off day today and i got nothing to do,
plan to go down work place,
but end up got show to watch so never went down. =x

xoxo
Shan

Mummy know what had happen to me that day,
but she never even ask me at all,
even if she ask me i also don't even know how to ans her):

Maybe to some of them it's every easy to forget about it,
but to me it's really super hard to.

2009-06-26T00:35:00.003+08:00

Forgive and Forget.

I learn how to forgive and forget something/someone,
but it's seems that used it in the wrong time or wrong thing.

Result is out yesterday,
and my GPA get 3.2
Gonna work harder on the next term(:

xoxo
Shan

I just wanna make myself stop think of anything right now.

2009-06-24T23:57:00.007+08:00

Totally Blank.

It's fate ba):
I'm feel so down now):

xoxo
Shan

How i wish u will tell me say "i miss you"
i know is impossible at all,
but i just hope that the day will arrive one day.

2009-06-23T22:53:00.003+08:00

Love is Blind

Who can know how i feel now?
I had done what i can already,
cry till eyes swollen and everything is still the same.
Tell myself it was just a dream,
when u wake up everything is back to normal.
It's just a lie to myself.
Stupid right?

Girlfriend is also the one will be there for me when i need them,
especially stephy.
Thanks so much! =D

xoxo
Shan

everyone does make mistakes,
and will learn from mistakes to change for a better.
why i can't have another chance to change myself because of you?

2009-06-22T23:16:00.003+08:00

It's so hurting.

Being waiting for so long and it's still the same,
or maybe can say it's become more worse.
I'm i silly/fool like that waiting for an ans?
Tried to hold back my tears but i can't,
it's seems so hard.

Think i gonna make myself damn busy and stop thinking about it.
Just like what you said,
let's fate decide.
maybe you will find a better girl den mie. =D

xoxo
Shan

Trying hard to _ _ _ _ _ _
It's hard but i trying to.
i just need some time.

2009-06-21T22:51:00.007+08:00

Happy Father Day!
Happy Birthday to JAMIE & AFIQ!! =D

I'm really very tired already!
today actually is my off day but i had to go back work for 5 hour -.- never mind,
tomorrow and Tue i still had to work.
work 5 day all the way.
Although got more money to earn
but it's really very tired.
I won't make myself so tired unless i really need money,
but i i'm not really need money now.

Why I'm i working?
First. Holiday 5 week very long nothing to do.
Second. His birthday is coming soon and i want to buy something for him.
Third. At least can save some money at the same time.

anyway i'm happy for someone.
i guess only few of them will know who i talking about. =D

xoxo
Shan

I Miss You! Do you miss me too?
나는 당신을 놓친다

2009-06-19T23:53:00.005+08:00

Stupid Hair! -.-

OH MY!
I'm damn regret!
I had my hair cut yesterday,
i just wan trim only,
and it's ended up to be so short!
Look like those secondary school girl man.
ask him cut my fringe short a bit just a bit,
and it's end up become like my old fringe -.-

Went work and the guys there disturb my fringe -.-
Wa Lao! If i know i won't cut my fringe.
Damn Regret!

xoxo
Shan

and I Miss You.
나는 당신을 놓친다

2009-06-18T21:55:00.003+08:00

Heartache.

Wanted to message you,
but what i don't what to say,
scare later say wrong thing then it will only make me feel so sad.
See through those photo we took together,
it's make me feel so heart pain.
How i wish that i can see you and give each other a hug.
I Miss You!):

xoxo
Shan

2009-06-17T21:03:00.003+08:00

What should i say?

Went for doctor appointment today,
kinokuniya, paragon buy my staff and find cindy at work place.
So tired off day also need wake up so early for appointment):

xoxo
Shan

people asking me where are you?
i really don't know what to answer.
haix. can you tell me what should i ask? ):
나는 당신을 놓친다

2009-06-14T23:10:00.003+08:00

One word.

I'm Tired!!
Working... working... and working.

xoxo
Shan

Added you in because i want you to know how much I Miss You,
and i do hope that you did miss me too.

나는 당신을 놓친다

2009-06-13T20:29:00.003+08:00

Potato!!

Don't know why i love eating potato,
had been eating potato this 2 day. Haha!

Finally today i have off day,
but tomorrow gonna work till Tuesday.
Wed and Thursday off, hope no changes ba.

xoxo
Shan

I just only wan it to be back like last time,
izzit that hard?
I miss you so much! ):

2009-06-08T23:48:00.003+08:00

So tired!

So long never work retail job,
today first day stand from 1.10 to 9.45.
Pack stock all that.
Yen accompany me for my break time.
My leg now is like pain and "sour",
my back now also pain. Haix.
Old already. HAHA!

Working on wednesday and thursday.
Gonna sleep now,
Goodnight. <3

당신을 기다리기

2009-06-07T23:40:00.003+08:00

I need you so much now!
I wanna talk to you all my staff now!
Feel like hugging you now and cry.
I Miss You so Badly!

xoxo
Shan:(

2009-06-07T14:54:00.003+08:00

When i'm smiling/laughing,

it's doesn't mean that i'm feeling happy inside.

나는 당신을 놓친다
당신을 기다리기....

2009-06-07T00:02:00.004+08:00

EXAM FINISHED!

Finally exam finished and now is holiday!
Hope that i will pass my exam.
Holiday will be working but feel so sianx,
no choice got to earn and save money.

Wednesday
After exam went bugis with yen,
at night went for a movie with stephy, doraemon, des & xian,
before doraemon went for his NS tomorrow(Thursday)
Monsters VS. Aliens in 3D.

Thursday
Evening went to cindy bbq.

Friday
Evening went gelyang for smelly tofu.
After that went expo John Little Sales till it's close. Lolx!

What about today?
Hmmm....
meet stephy for SUBWAY at cine.
Walked around orchard to find my shirt for work,
meet up with jamie after that,
went tamp1 buy my staff and off for my dinner!
Had dinner changi with family and stephy. =DDDD

Start work on monday.
money is coming to me?
Haha! Think that there's some photo waiting for me to upload?
IHmmm... shall stop my crap here as it's a long post already.
Goodnight! <3

xoxo
Shan

당신을 기다리기

2009-06-01T21:28:00.001+08:00

Exam Time!!
Good Luck Everyone(:

당신을 기다리기

2009-05-31T23:30:00.002+08:00

Should i go repair my phone tomorrow or Wednesday?

Bought a new phone yesterday and today is spoil!
Kanna pissed off.
This is the 3rd time i bought a new phone and it spoil so fast.
So unlucky, even my mummy also said that):

Gonna study for my exam. Goodnight.
xoxo
Shan

당신을 기다리기

2009-05-29T23:50:00.000+08:00

DONE!

I had been holding the doggy walking around ikea. Lolx!

Finally i had done with my blogskins.
Yesterday: Art Museum and 8Q Museum with yen,
i wanna go other Museum too. =D
Today: Had lunch and walk around tamp and went ikea with stephy.

Today enjoy finish already,
tomorrow study time.
Monday, Tueday & Wednesday exam start.
i got to study heard already.
Scare i will fail.

anyway

Jia You for those who are studying for their exam. =D

xoxo
Shan

당신을 기다리기

2009-05-28T22:29:00.000+08:00

Who is there for me now?
No one. Thanks(:

2009-05-27T22:29:00.002+08:00

Wishing...

How i wish that i got money to travel around the world.
xoxo
Shan

money money come to me.

2009-05-26T22:04:00.002+08:00

History repeat?

What i hate the most?
Answer: History repeat.

Think the history of mine i going repeat soon,
or maybe i can say it has already replied 3/4 of it?

Just hope that those people who i told them about my personal problem they won't say it out.
If not it will be a great disappoint when i know it(:

No one in this world can be trust,
the only person can be trust is Ourselves.

2009-05-23T03:00:00.002+08:00

Night At The Museum 2.

It's 3.00am now,
and i just reached home.
Just wanna post something before i go to my lala land.
Watched Night At The Museum 2 after doremon bbq.
Nice and funny show.
cabbed home after that.Going to my lala land now. Goodnight. =D

xoxo
Shan

t's seems that we are just like a friend,

a very normal friend.

2009-05-22T18:41:00.005+08:00

Don't Understand! WHY!?!?

Posting this few photo before i went out. =D

Went studied at @central yesterday after school.

Exam is coming just one more week to go,

i gonna chatch up with it.

Mad Mad!! Cheer up. I wanna see the happy and crazy mad again. =D
xoxo

Shan

Hoping...

2009-05-20T20:04:00.000+08:00

Poh Yen Yen Graduation Day! ^^

See... See... See...

The one and only ang mo teacher is bishan ite. =x

xoxo

Shan

Wishing...

2009-05-19T22:03:00.003+08:00

该来的都会来，躲也躲不了。

When thing happen then i will start to regret and feel sad):

xoxo

Shan

God Please help mie):
I don't wanna regret again):

2009-05-18T21:16:00.002+08:00

I'm Lost Again):

I'm lost again without you.

Last time when i had thing i can't decide u will help me,

now i feel like asking you but i don't think i can.

Maybe you also don't wish to listen to it too):

xoxo

Shan

What should i do now?

I need you):

2009-05-17T23:58:00.004+08:00

Marina Barrage(:

Friday photo.

Out with desmond and stephy to Marina Barrage.

Took lots of photo there too(:

xoxo

Shan

Trired not to think of the problem,

just study for my up coming exam.

But I Miss You! ):

2009-05-15T22:45:00.002+08:00

Trying Hard to be Happy.

I will wait for you!

I'm waiting and wishing at the same time.

xoxo

Shan

Waiting... Waiting... and Waiting....

I know that it's silly to wait for an ans,

but what to do?

who ask me love him so much.

Just hope that you will give me an ans soon.

2009-05-14T21:26:00.002+08:00

Tmr LongJohn Breakfast! =DDD

xoxo
Shan

One more day.
I really do hope everything is fine.

2009-05-13T21:00:00.000+08:00

I miss you.

How about you?

xoxo

Shan

2009-05-12T20:30:00.000+08:00

Long and Sleepy Day.

School start at 9 today.
Mrs Foo bought us Mac breakfast,
had breakfast in class after that lesson for today started.
Ended school at 5 and bus-ed back home.

xoxo
Shan

He's so serious in his work. =x

Hope evrything is fine by this week.
Pray hard for me.
I don't wish to end just like this.

2009-05-11T22:00:00.003+08:00

Happy?

Meet jun ming, yen and stephy after school.
Went tamp one walk around had dinner and went back home.

I'm trying very hard to be happy now,
outside if me i can laugh and smile,
but actually inside of me,
i'm sad, feelinf down, emo, whatever it is just one words,
Feeling Super Unhappy Now. =(

2009-05-10T22:30:00.003+08:00

Happy Mama's Day!

This was actually ah gal birthday cake.As today most of the cake is mother's day cake so she bo bian got to buy mother's day cake for her birthday.

Had a Grandmother's chocolate cake just now.
Is so yummy! Full of chocolate.
Although i don't really like to eat chocolate but today i'm crazy keep on eat chocolate. =D

xoxo
Shan

I'm been feeling very down for a week.
I got a lot of thing to say out,
but don't know whether i should say it out not.
I feel like shouting out loud now!
Having a very bad feeling and i really HATE it.
It's really very unconformable. )'=
I'm waiting for your msg.
Waiting... waiting... and... waiting...

2009-05-09T22:18:00.004+08:00

Bad Headache!

Having bad headache now!
Just eaten dinner at changi till very full and came back the stupid headache come again.
How i wish that i can change a head or a brain.

headache headache headache headache headache headache headache headache headache headache headache headache headache headache headache headache headache

xoxo
Shan

Thing gonna to be different from last time.
Yes! I'm trying to run away from it.
Don't dare to think of anything it's make my head more pain. )=

2009-05-07T21:35:00.006+08:00

Seaching job for holiday.

Hope crocs will call us on tue.
Wanna earn some money on holiday time. =D
Today role play was not good at all but hope our overall marks will be good la.

O ya! AND AND! Tml Long John Breakfast! Yeahx! =D

Hope i won't late ba if not cannot eat. =x

xoxo
Shan

When? When? When? Can just stop all this? )=

2009-05-06T20:40:00.000+08:00

Sleepy. **Yawnx

What a tiring day today.
Feel like sleeping the whole day.
If i know that i'm really that tired i won't had went school today.
How i wish that i have one more MC for tml.

xoxo

Shan

How long are we going to be like this?
When will it stop? )=

2009-05-05T22:41:00.003+08:00

I feel that i had started to change.

Been very lazy.

Don't feel like going school.

Don't feel like doing anything at all.

Just want to stay at home sleep till i happy.

2009-05-05T20:00:00.000+08:00

It's Time Now!

It's time now for me to save up money already.

Been spending my mummy money this week.

All the money i had saved up had been spent up already. OMG!

From tml onwards i gonna save up.

No matter how much at least save up abit. =D

I think that this story suit mie alot. =D

There once was a little boy who had a bad temper. His Father gave him a bag of nails and told him that every time he lost his temper, he must hammer a nail into the back of the fence.

The first day the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next few weeks, as he learned to control his anger, the number of nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down. He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence. Finally the day came when the boy didn't lose his tempe r at all.
He told his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper.
The days passed and the young boy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone.
The father took his son by the hand and led him to the fence. He said, 'You have done well, my son, but look at the holes in the fence. The fence will never be the same. When you say things in anger, they leave a scar just like this one. You can put a knife in a man and draw it out. But It won't matter how many times you say I'm sorry, the wound will still be there. A verbal wound is as bad as a physical one.

2009-05-04T23:55:00.005+08:00

I'm totally lost! )=

People say don't cry because of a guy.
I tried but i failed many time.

Saying all those thing out and my tears dropped down.
Tried to hold it back and i failed.
Just wanted to solve thing out nicely and let everything back to normal.
but
It's just end up like that.
I just wanna end thing fast and stay happy.

I want to be happy! )=

2009-05-03T23:50:00.002+08:00

Finally i stepped out of my house today.

Flu was fine now only left with cough. *Thanks guys who care for mie. =D

xoxo

Shan

Every human will change.

If you won't change, i guess you are not human. =D

2009-05-02T23:10:00.010+08:00

What a weekend i had.

Stuck at home for 2 day cux of Bad Flu.

Went see doctor yesterday and get only ONE medicine for $24 -.- So ex man.

This 2 day wake up, eat my meal, eat medicine, sleep, wake up again, watched movie, eat my meal again, eat medicine again and sleep again. wtf! Wat a boring weekend i had man!

xoxo

Shan

Actually i had alot of thing to say todaybut now i had nothing to.

I feel so tired, feel like crying now.

I need a shoulder to let me cry out all my trears now. )'=

Relationship make mie very tired. )=

2009-05-01T15:34:00.010+08:00

Overdue photo:

28 April 2009

i guess there's still more photo for that day but i'm lazy to upload le. =x

super regret to say out those words. can i take back the words? i guess it's impossible. )=

xoxo
Shan

2009-05-01T00:32:00.002+08:00

SICK! Bad Flu! Oh My!!!
Come back after went out wif yen yen and stephy and i had a BAD FLU! OMG!
Tml gonna go see doctor early in e monring.
Got lots of photo waiting for mie to upload and i'm so lazy to. Will try to upload all by tml.

Gonna sleep le.
Mummy going malaysia early in e morning and i had to go see doctor alone )= **Scare injection!

xoxo
Shan

2009-04-29T00:00:00.000+08:00

Happy 17th Birthday to CINDY NGXY!!! =D

2009-04-26T20:57:00.005+08:00

Stay at home the whole day.
Trying to do my presentation scrip end up only done abit. Tue got presentation le. Think of it spoilt mood. =(

Picture will to the talking.
Some overdue photo.

2009-04-26T00:00:00.001+08:00

Happy 19th Birthday to POH LAY YEN!!!
Oh my! you become older and older le! So fast 19 see i'm still 18. Haha! =x
Remember WE(the GFS) LOVE YOU!!! =DDD
Stay happy hor. =D

2009-04-24T09:07:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO JUN MING!!!! =DDD

2009-04-20T22:15:00.001+08:00

Watching 终极三国 from e time when i reach home till nw i wanna go sleep.
It's a funny show lox. Make mie laugh like hell. LOL!

Gonna sleep nw. =D

Guess this:
No See No Go = ???

xoxo
Shan

2009-04-19T22:20:00.001+08:00

Short and Sweet post for the day as i'm lazy. =D

Meet up GF in the afternoon.
Went Far East, The Bencoolen & Geylang for our smelly tofu and beancurd. Bought back for mummy and papa too.
Bus ed back home after that.

Super tired now as i wake up too early today. Gonna watch finish my show and off to my lala land le. Goodnight. =D

xoxo
Shan

2009-04-19T02:26:00.003+08:00

Edited by jamie = jam = traffic jam. =x *she will kill mie!

Stay at home the whole day.
Nothing to do at all only use computer watched some show and edit my project.
Tried lay down on the bed, listen to song and thinking what had goes wrong *learn from some one* but think till half way fall asleep till 6.30pm then wake up. -.-

Tml actually gonna meet esha and mad for moive but last min can't go *SORRY Gals!.
Got to go meet GF from gathering before they start sch on mon.
Gonna sleep nw. Goodnight. =D

Trying to make myself happy for e moment.

xoxo
Shan